today im leaving.. my life. basically, im moving to another state and city, yes still with family but not my boyfriend, he’s gonna be here still, &this is honestly the hardest thing i’ve had to do, i love you tye with my whole heart and i dont ever want to be away from you. i cant wait till i get everything straight and lots and lots of money so we can be together again. i love you baby, i miss you already, it feels like my hearts broken completely in half, believe me when i say no matter the distance i’ll continue to love you, dont give up. not ever. we can do anything, you’re my super man, and i love you. im sorry i’m leaving baby, i just hope you dont resent me in any way, i’ll stay strong and true of course, and then i’ll come back, i promise you baby i promise,

Love of mine, you’re my world &the reason for my smile. you give me butterflies still. I’ve never  felt so deeply for someone or cared so much. i want you, all of you. and i want you forever, any way you are or regardless of what you do, you are who you are and i am the luckiest girl ever to be lucky enough to get to know even just this much us you, i know there’s a lot more to learn and it’ll be hard with your insecurities and walls but I’m here, and i have no intentions on not being with you. you’re my superman and have already saved my world many times, just seeing your smile or touching your lips brighten my day, all of this boils down to i need to get on my feet but I’m so scared if i leave you, you wont be here when i come back, i want to go and be stable, and not worry about getting kicked out every other day, I’ll have a job, & I’ll just get everything together, this distance isn’t forever if you don’t want it to be, I’ll work my hardest to keep us together so please baby don’t give in, and just know that the distance will make us stronger and possibly even appreciate each other more. maybe the distance will give you a little of the freedom back that i smothered when you jumped into the relationship, im not saying go wild boo I’m just saying maybe now you’ll be able to do your plans without having to worry about my opinion of you so much, i feel it’ll be easier on the two of us in that department, i love you and don’t want to be apart, but if you cant live with me here why stay, the distance will not break us, it will strengthen us. we’ll make it superman, i promise.

                           xoxoxoxo,portia danielle.